I don't know what i want.

I hate it when people ask me what i want. Because I honestly don't know. Half the time, i don't even know what I am doing. And then i end up hurting people because i don't even know how to react to situations appropriately.

I find people so suspicious sometimes. Everyone has some ulterior motive. I do like surprises, but until that surprise come out, I am the type of person who would assume the worst scenarios. People scare me. The unpredictably makes it hard.

Thats why i prefer to have friends that are outspoken people who speak their mind. I am not good with this guessing shit.