Things i hate

• heights ~ I hate high places. I think that's why god makes me short. It's because the fear of falling is so terrifying. I always close my eyes if i managed to get on a rollarcoaster. hold my breathe. It's not fun, it's just really scary to me. Except piggyback rides, i like those. 
• crowded places ~ Areas with a lot of people tend to make me nervous, and it also gives me crazy anxiety. I hate going to parties for that particular reason. The feeling of being swallowed up is what drives me to the edge.
• loud places ~ I don't like loud places. Music is fine for a short time, but if it gets too loud, i get angry. Sleeping to my deaf grandparents is insane. I can't sleep in if they put the morning news up too high.
• public speaking ~ Its a very similar feelings to crowded areas. It makes me nervous and drives me insane. I don't like to know that people are talking about me, or looking at me. I hate it when people judge me or assume things about me. I hate preforming too. I know i can do better, but the eyes on me feels like pressure i can't brush away.
• Being alone in the dark ~ I don't watch scary movies, but my head tends to imagine all these nearly impossible scenarios.  
• bugs ~ when i see bugs together. ugh. It makes me so irritates and itchy and i have the urge to clean all of a sudden.